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Bella Swan [userpic]

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March 12th, 2008 (08:40 pm)

current mood: discontent

[private to self]
Tomorrow is my birthday, and I'll be older than Edward. Well, technically. It's making me feel so... out of place. He never made it to eighteen, and yet here I am, marching towards that age as if it were my salvation. It won't change a thing with Charlie -- he'll still ground me on call. Renee will just write an internet-tear stained email about how I've 'come so far', etc.

But Edward will forever remain seventeen. I know it's a selfish thing to desire, but right now I want nothing more than to be... a vampire.

I think my sanity is slipping.
[/private to self]

I have a strict no-present policy that, if broken, is coupled with sever consequences. [private to Cullens]Do not cross the human, oh vampiric ones! [/private to Cullens]. Mike Newton tried to pass me a homemade card in Calculus yesterday, through Jess, but Eric beat him to it.

Both are crumpled in one of the many Forks High School trash cans.

Bella Swan [userpic]

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March 11th, 2008 (12:21 pm)

I feel like seventeen is a good age to just call it quits. Who wants to turn eighteen anyway?

p.s. - I hate presents. And I will hate next week.

p.p.s. - I do not, however, hate my boyfriend. There is some justice in the world.

Bella Swan [userpic]

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March 9th, 2008 (10:33 am)

current mood: anxious
current song: that CD Phil gave me

I am going to smite the power that created rain.

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